Sunday, January 30, 2005
im so tired.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
ystd is not a good day.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
YES. and i am done with my fcuking pedigree.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
eesh. damnit.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
I AM SO. damnit. screwd.
Friday, January 21, 2005
she steps into the room, stopping my heart, all eyes turn to her.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
berry's back.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
so brittle,
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
i'm so soft,
Monday, January 17, 2005
for the sake of living to find the answer to our lives. we search for love even though its not essential. it makes us feel important, wanted, special, happy. and sometimes thats what keeps us going. we live to achieve things, to gain status, intelligence, most of all experience. life's an experience that we all go through. and because of that, it is beautiful, as setbacks teach us many things. and we all learn to be happier people in the end.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
in this world.
Friday, January 14, 2005
Thursday, January 13, 2005
because you live,
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
a proper post after sometime, yes.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
http://www.dslextreme.com/users/exstatica/psychic.swf
Friday, January 07, 2005
poopy. hi i am here to save the world! (:
Thursday, January 06, 2005
ARGH FUCK. THIS IS GETTING ON MY NERVES.
Monday, January 03, 2005
ciao means hello in italian.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
sigh. im sec 4.
i juz finished bowling 5 games after dinner.
and juz got home from supper. or luak.
im so fricking tired. and my arm is aching.
my bowling sucked .
109, 114, 178, 180, 147.
yes, and inconsistant.
new balls la kae. lol.
okay im gonna sleep now.
goonight pple.
sweet dreams.
etched at 1:24 AM
trng sucked. bowled like shit, seriously.
couldnt get anything right. bleh.
and samuels friggin 15 pound ball kinda crushed my pinky
when it came out from the ball returner.
eesh. and i saw it coming kae.
and i still went to take my ball.
wasnt concentrating atall. phooey.
it still kinda hurts.
theres blood under the nail.
ah well. it'll get better. i think.
i hope.
and i didnt go online last night.
thats such a miracle.
all cuz my internet got all screwy. ah heck.
so i went to sleep at 930. hahaha.
woke up at 630 this morning to get tootion hw done.
okay wtvr i dont feel like blogging no more. lol.
BYE.
etched at 4:10 PM
sickening thing.
i only juz showered cuz of it. argh.
think its the only hw due tmr, anyway. yeah.
so i dont exactly have to wake up early tmr.
maybe juz to pack my bag.
too lazy to pack now. heh.
and my dear babyyy,
please take care of urself.
im stressed enuff.
dont make me worry about you so much.
lol. LOTSA REST AND PLENTY OF WATER.
okay i think i better go already. haha.
goonight, world.
etched at 10:21 PM
i got up at 3 today to do maths hw and chi hw.
and study for chem test.
and now i juz found out i lost my newspaper article.
and i cant do my chi hw.
which takes the longest time to do.
this is just sickening. sickening.
oh, and i passed my biweekly.
wheee.
33/50. improvement over the last time, anywya.
okay i think i shall go study some more chem. haha.
seeyouu..
etched at 4:44 AM
okay i got bio test the first period tmr which iHAVE NOT STARTED studying ATALL.
okay?
and then i got chinese biweekly IMMEDIATELY after bio,
which i need to study again to memorise some zao jus.
and i still got some friggin maths hw which i dunno how to do.
and i still got bio proj, which isnt due tmr, to do anyway.
pedigree shiet thingy.
and then theres geog proj, i think.
and then theres a chem proj.
like omg. im gonna cry already.
okay goonight.
getting up at 3 tmr.
nightnight.
i hope i can bloody hell wake up. need more alarm clocks.
argh.
ARGH.
CAN YOU FEEL MY FRUSTRATION.
goddamnit.
goonight.
etched at 9:18 PM
tantalizing, she lays eyes on everybody and lingers on mine.
fluttering, i felt as if i couldn't breathe again.
like a goddess, she turns my world into a whirling mess and she's the only light in this void of my life.
stepping closer, i feel her breath against my neck.
teasing me, bringing me closer to going over the edge and grabbing her, kissing her over and over..
she then steps away before i even catch my next breath, tossing me a flirtatious smile.
slowly, as if from a pretty slideshow from long ago, she steps out of her clothes.
she sways, the light reflecting off her curves.
im blinded by her beauty.
im blinded by this emotion i cannot deny.
she draws me closer by a flick of her finger.
she traces her fingertips over my lips, i part them,
and she takes away the last wave of control over my body.
im her puppet and she can do whatever she wishes to me.
her light touch sends shivers down my body.
i take in her beauty, my eyes float deliriously all over.
this is the part ive been waiting for this all my life.
--clarice.
etched at 11:52 PM
berry's supposed to do homework.
BUT BERRY IS HERE TO SAVE THE WORLD-AGAIN.
i think ryan cabrera has nice songs. :D you agree right. xD
i'll be back.
etched at 8:42 PM
a picture paints a thousand words.
etched at 8:32 PM
you can kill me with anything.
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etched at 5:51 PM
what exactly is our main purpose of existance.
what do we do with our lives.
what do we seek for in our lives.
its all like a rat race;
we just keep on going and going,
and we dont know where we're all going.
maybe its the blind following the blind?
the vile competition that fills our society,
its all about being better than one another,
more superior than one another.
esp here,
everything is all about academic work, mainly.
sometimes, its cca, but thats unless ur the elite, then you make it big.
the majority of us are in between.
and thats nowhere.
then sometimes its our relationships.
some of us just want to find someone to be with.
what is the main purpose of it all?
love? care? concern?
whats the use.
we have familee and friends to be with.
or is the main reason to flaunt our assets.
assuming something bad occurs.
the boy finds a prettier girl.
my bet is that he dumps his current one and pursues the new one.
most guys are like that anyway.
i say it once, i say it again.
theyre all jerks.
then the whole relationship is ruined.
they always say, 'we can still be friends'.
how true is that? heh.
somehow, the 'friends' after the break up
leads to hatred and anger.
and its never. the same again.
friends.
like how everyone would say,
friends are very impt.
theyre the ones that make the world a much brighter place to live in.
making friends is a hard thing. it takes months and years.
to lose one?
it could happen in a snap of the fingers.
something so fragile just broken because of
misunderstanding? jealously?
hmm.
best friends.
take even longer. how best, is best?
you gotta read one another like books.
then i'd say thats worthy enough to be a best friend.
some have financial difficulties.
they struggle so hard just to stay alive,
to try keeping their place in this city.
some of us just dont know how fortunate we are.
theyre people out there just wishing they had money for food,
and we. just spend money on anything and everything we want.
clothes, gifts, wtvr.
a small hand full would have this sudden calling .
from god.
and then they do some marvellous things never imagined.
de la salle gave up wealth and fame to set up sji.
mother teresa volunteered her life to help the poor.
then there ghandi. and whoever i left out.
you get my drift anyway.
so. what do i do with my moronic life.
i dont know.
ive got no motivation.
no determination.
im an empty bus driving,
with no one behind the wheel.
lead me, guide me, inspire me, confirm me.
give me a sense of purpose in life.
i want to see light at the end of the tunnel.
ive been kept in the dark for long enough.
let me shower in the glorious rays.
god helps those who help themselves.
but who can help these people help themselves?
everyone of us is a guardian angel to one person or another.
be led, lead, and lead others with you.
i dont feel happy today.
etched at 8:39 PM
today's tiring. woke up at 330 to get my hist essay done. phooey.
and then there was pe.
did 2.4. =.=
my timing deproved by half a min.
aiya, but expected la. so long nvr train.
can get a 'c' good enuff.
trng today was GOOOOD. heehee. =D
damn fun.
we were all damn hyper lah.
and then time fly by so fast.
haha. must be cuz we were having fun.
think i bowled pretty good. haha.
didnt miss much today. wheet. xD
ah well. i think i better go . feeling tired. x.x
and got tootion tmr morn.
goonight, world.
etched at 11:59 PM
because you make me believe in myself.
because you live,
my world has twice as many stars in the sky.
because you live,
there's a reason why.
because you live,
my world has everything i need to survive.
because you live,
i live.
etched at 8:18 PM
okay. so lets see.
ohh yeah. i passed my differentiation test!
i only got 30 la, but im still satisfied.
since you cant get 31/30 anyway. =p!!
and and and. I PASSED BIWEEKLY. WO0T.
29/50. not great , but atleast i passed. wheee.
oh. and my class is SICK. LIKE OMG SICK.
seriously. esp during chinese period. lol.
we make all kinds of stupid direct translations la wth.
like you know cui gong. and then theres zhu ren chuang.
and then a lot of other shit.
and then when chenlaoshi realised what zhu ren chuang, she said it was SHOU YI.
so we went ORHH. SHOU YI.
then some idiot went to say HU XIANG SHOU YI.
so sick can. lol. but makes it fun la. hahaha.
then had trng todayy.
bowled oKAY la. bleh.
i think im very inconsistant. phooey.
oh well. i think i wanna go take up rock climbing in aus. heehee.
i think i got some form of talent in there.
and then i wanna learn drums also, but aii. no time.
today got no hw. or i mean.
no hw issued today is due tmr.
but i still have chem and bio to do. ohwell.
guess i'll end here, nothing else to add.
yupp.
byebye.
oh, and happy bday baby and mei. haha. =)
enjoy ur days of being fourteen. cuz it rocks.
toodles`
etched at 6:55 PM
juz smth for fun if ur so bored.
kinda kewl though.
its easy to figure out. =)
etched at 1:13 AM
baby horses are S-H-O-R-T. because they're babies. and babies are cute. because they're berries. ohwell. ignore that.
short people are cuter than tall people HMPH. tall people are more mature though. HMPH.
i'm bored.
i feel slack. BOO. so i shall end off here.
remember berry was here to save the world. :D
sayonara.
etched at 10:52 PM
FUCKING SHIT.
I CANT DO DIFFERENTIATION.
I CANT EVEN FUCKING FACTORISE AND SIMPLIFY THE FUCKING EQUATION.
OMFG.
im gonna cry already. fucking.
etched at 9:19 PM
why do pple use it as 'bye'.
i dunno.
this is so totally random.
etched at 10:14 PM
this is depressing.
half a year of a lot of chinese,
a year of a lot of intense work.
i hope i can cope with all of it.
sighhhh.
hope i can get to sleep tonight.
i hate the first day of schl.
hopefully i wont screw up or smth tmr.
like getting up late. heesh.
oh well.
best wishes to everyone.
and try to have a happy 2005.
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